post the hundred-thirtieth, 2013

i can see now that i should have just said "stay", 

although i'm sure you'd still have left me here. 

the difference being i'd have spoken my mind, 

and could have let you go, my conscience clear. 

cause as it stands now i can't help but think 

i let you down somehow by letting go. 

if you were waiting for one word from me...

well, it's too late now. guess we'll never know.