8 mar 2012

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somebody said this to me the other day - You have a different sort of mind and that is what makes you feel bumbly and disconnected but it is also what is SO awesome about you for people who are more comfortable interacting with difference.

huh.

that's a lot isn't it.

my first reaction is that "a different sort of mind" sounds exciting and there's really no downside to awesome but then i think it sounds only lonely. but then it sounds superior and enviable. but then it sounds just sideways to the world. and then i think, who wants to be like the world anyway, and right when i am deciding i like the thought of having "a different sort of mind" i start to wonder how different my mind is, and then maybe it's not different at all, and maybe this person just thought that or worse didn't even think it but merely said it, and right when i am deciding i certainly have an ordinary run-of-the-mill mind, i get a bunny song in my brain.

do you get bunny songs in your brain?

maybe that's what it means to be different.

how would i know?