2 feb 2012

the problem about having connections to other people is how hard it becomes to destroy yourself. you start out in the beginning to fix yourself up a little bit of a life, but when the time comes that you realise you can't go on being who you have turned yourself into, well then you're trapped by those connections. it's not that you need those people anymore - hell, that's the whole point, you're done with them. but they need you to be you worse than you need to not be you anymore, and no matter how hard you try to disappear, they are not going to let you.