20 aug 2012

it's gotten to the point where i am having to write it all down. between remodeling the house and remodeling my fitness, not to mention starting a big new job, my poor ickle bwain cannot hang in there. i'm not generally a planner - i like to leave things open so's i can take the best offer - which doesn't require writing things down. i mean, it's pretty much the opposite of writing things down.

note-making per se isn't a bother. i don't mind note-making, and in fact, i've always been a bit of a note-maker all through school and even at work seminars and whatnot. i am covered up also with lists of things i want to do, books i want to read, places i want to go, blah, blah, blah. no... noting isn't a bother at all.

and, although i would not say i am big on commitment, i would not say i am particularly afraid of it. contractor coming tuesday next at 5? super, i'll be there! soccer game in two weeks on sunday afternoon? stellar, put me down for that! all the gang joining in a 5k? dynamite, tell me when!

no, it's not that i particularly mind committing (to a few things). it's simply that, being unused as i am to such ways, i will forget that i have done so... or, i will remember the commitment, but forget the day.